Ashamed

I'm ashamed to say I don't act like Christ. I earnestly desire to be more like him, to love. The truth is, I don't love like that. Love your enemies? Do I even have enemies? I guess in silly ways I do. Instead of loving them, I grow bitter toward my enemies (if indeed that is an appropriate title.) Let's all love, it's breaking my heart that I don't love, that we don't love. I know very few people who exhibit the love of Christ, very few people in the church, in His body. It's heart wrenching and it's gotta change... NOW! They'll know us by our love, so let's love one another instead of participating in these petty arguments and popularity contests or whatever. Let us be the least. Let me oh God.